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it's what we have to do, and we can do it together

by Big Bad

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1.
One streetlight down I seem to get turned around On all the roads that lead to you Another block east You always get the worst of me You drown me out I came unglued You always let me go away Why can't you make me stay? Two times I said I seem to turn a darker red It's always bad timing to you The city's streets are their veins to me I am the blood that blogs the arteries When I get stuck waiting for you You always let me go away Why can't you make me stay? She took a walk with me by the graveyard Said I could live my life how I like But you're still gonna end up here like the rest Our ghosts are dancing in the night
2.
Your Room 02:16
Turn on the hallway light You can see what's left and who's alive tonight I'm alone in your room (Say something about me, I bet you leave me in the shadows) I'm alone in your room (If it's any consolation, I'll be here hanging from the gallows) Try not to make a fuss Always listen to your rants about the city bus I'm alone in your room (Say something about me, I bet you leave me in the shadows) I'm alone in your room (If it's any consolation, I'll be here hanging from the gallows) I know you called two guys tonight I was two, he was one He was first, I was last I'll wait here on my own I'm alone in your room We're all waiting for you To get out of your head To get into this world
3.
Don't 02:17
Don't tell me you miss me cuz it's over I'm trying to sleep through the night Let me be alone now in the darkness You never were much of a light If you're up late wondering and you don't know why When I'm up late I'm wondering how you don't know why Don't tell me you miss me Tell me your favorite Kid Dynamite song Say "SOS"-- we'll be singing along Along to the sound of something Only thing left that means more than nothing Tell me your favorite Kid Dynamite song If it's "SOS"-- we'll be singing along Along to the sound of something Only thing left that means more than nothing
4.
Get to You 02:31
We're dancing with our lives like we're cats on a wire And we're testing out the tide while we're juggling knives You're underneath my skin, needle's carving you in Now I'm sweating through the layers and I'm soaked in my sins Your smile's fading in the cold You lack the strength to feel, to hold But I can see you come alive when you're dressed to the nines Pretend we're just at the beginning of the movies I liked And I'll get to you someday
5.
If I could only find the words, find the words to tell you Coming out the like the static covers over the sound And I should never be alone with myself for too long They'll be shouting out, "the martyr crowned herself in a song" I entered summer with a certain kind of sadness All I needed was a touch and a look to explode You're all I needed I played my N64 until sunrise You played my heart whenever you liked I hope you always regret how you never looked me in the eye You made me wait until sunrise You made me wait all you liked (Every word of every letter that I never sent)
6.
Every man's got a Maria and lately, I've been feeling like a Tony on ice skates You act like you did five years ago You act like you did two years ago Every man's got a Maria Dear Maria, I wrote this letter to tell you I hate the way I feel When you jumped ship I tied my anchor to your heart I won't watch you sink any more Every man's got an Estella and lately, I've been feeling like Pip out of options You act like you did five years ago You act like you did two years ago Every man's got an Estella Dear Estella, I wrote this letter to tell you I hate the way I feel When you jumped ship I tied my anchor to your heart I won't watch you sink any more Dear Tim, literal allusions won't make it better You're better off writing actual letters I'd like to see you get yourself get together Dear No One, I wrote this letter to tell you I hate the way I feel When you jumped ship I tied my anchor to your heart I won't watch you sink any more She's not coming home tonight My friends say, "Hey Tim, will you be all right?" She's not coming home tonight My friends say, "Hey Tim, you're gonna be all right"
7.
I figured it out You don't care 'bout me or care about my whereabouts I'm getting closer to the plan where I understand what you're thinking about It's you So I'm going to the mall (My kind of therapy) New Vans, and I don't care who you'd rather see Cuz you're not talking to me Well, I'm letting it out that I still care 'bout you and your whereabouts I'm getting closer to the day where I finally say what I'm thinking about You So I'm going to the mall (My kind of therapy) There's a space between us, and now I hate cartography Cuz you're not talking to me
8.
Plotting every inch along the ride home Dreading every silent moment (There's too much to say) I've heard the melody you sing when you say, "no" So, I'm waiting on the rest cuz.. (There's too much to say) And I know, I'm turning yellow at the edges I'm worn out to you I'm still waiting for the bright lights The best nights And it's not right, but I... I can't wait anymore
9.
Not That Bad 02:24
Black on black And I never looked back To see the sun glance off the coast in your eyes My memory stuck in goodbyes Let me go I don't need a ride home To tell me all about the love that you lost I knew the cost when you said... You're all I have I'm not that bad Seven streets and your life is complete I cross the lines we drew in sand in clay Can't find the words to say that... You're all I have I'm not that bad I never found a way to feel okay at your party You said, "settle down" I said, "leave me alone" I think I made it home alive but I don't think I tried I know the only words I hate are "hello" and "goodbye"
10.
Labor Day 02:05
I broke your heart on Labor Day I'm not wearing white so you can't see through What I do when I'm not with you I thought we'd both be okay (You think I'm alone, but you don't know) In an early fall, I'd feel the chill if I felt at all (You left your jacket at my house last winter Let's put it off 'til summer)
11.
I've got a reason for the tattoos I got of bad news Things I can't replace Got a reason for the words I say ones you hate hang in cold, dead air I remember you I've got my reasons That's enough, let's leave them
12.
Friday night means nothing to me You know I'm working on the weekend and I'll never be free And half of this is all in my head and I can't find the knowledge from the books that I read I was sitting in my car Just waiting for the light to change and I found out I found out I'm going nowhere Thinking of the life I wanted Losing track of where I started I found out I found out I'm going nowhere
13.
Sometimes... I get a feeling it won't work out Like life's an endless string of doubts It's got me thinking that it's all right... That words like I and Love and You mean much more when they are true And I'm still thinking about... Those words you said to me I'm sick of standing in the corner Feeling useless, feeling older I want a new life I wanna feel good I can't do that with you I've heard that cancer is expensive and the treatment is extensive But I want a slow death just to show you what it's like when I'm waiting for you

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Big Bad's debut full length album

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released August 18, 2018

Caitlin Burns - Vocals, Keys
Tim Milner - Vocals, Guitar
Alex Zolyniak - Vocals,Guitar
Logan Greene - Vocals, Bass
Keith Amon - Drums

Songs written by Tim Milner

Recording by Keith Amon at Matt and Tim's House, and AJ and Keiths House

Additional Engineering by Daniel Barnard

Mixed and Mastered by Ryan Bram at Homewrecker Studios

Photographs by Brianna Grenier
Design by Sophie McTear

Thanks to Whitney for starting the band with us.
Thanks to Debra Milner for letting us practice at your house.

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Big Bad Tucson, Arizona

"Big Bad technically hails from Tucson, Arizona, but musically they are closer to Gainesville pop-punk. Songwriter Tim Milner creates absurdly catchy and lyrically mindful songs while cutting the fat and keeping them under 2 minutes each. In your face distortion and gang vocals blend perfectly with shared lead vocals and harmonies." - Diet Pop Records

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